“Your body is a spiritual tool. Appreciate the miracle that it is.” ~ Swami Radha
My body found its way into Kurmasana in this mornings practice, one of my favorite poses. As I rounded my spine, folding forward to become the tortoise my mind flashed back to my teachers Swami Radhakrishnananda, then Deborah and then Charles. The beginning of consciousness and spiritual awakening – studying myself through yoga.
Settling into the asana, hips release. Noticing the depth and ease of my breath. Lengthening the curve of my spine, soles together, chest nearly touching the floor, forehead rests against heels, arms extending until my hands become flippers. I am at rest, buoyant on the water of our Mother. Tears fill my eyes. Water is life, it courses through me. I feel deep connection. No separation. The wisdom of the tortoise allows me to see myself from above through her eyes – see myself as Light, as Water. I am both star stuff and from the earth’s molten core. I am the water. I send up a blessing for the Water – protection and restored health, for its purity.
I relax even more into the pose. My breath slows. I can feel my heart beating, the electromagnetic force of love. My mind moves gently, tracing the path to this moment. Eastern philosophy comes full circle to Turtle Island. Grandmother Turtle, my home. I am at home within my skin. My shell (home) a place to pull into and a place to extend out from. Safe.
I survey my entire body. Can I relax further? Can I deepen still? Can I know myself as the wise tortoise, as the Mother, not only in this moment but into every moment? I’d like to stay this way forever. I allow myself a few more minutes – breathing, at peace, mind still knowing I am in the right place. Precious silence.
Regretfully I must move. Thankfully I am moving towards medicine crafting. Buffalo awaits, a client soon to arrive, new rattles are coming forward. More gifts from our Mother, from our brethren. I feel incredibly supported, connected and free. In gratitude. Om…
Mitakuye Oyasin ~ All My Relations